Voices

VANNA

Produced by Roy Avital of Tel Aviv based indie-electronic trio Garden City Movement and mastered by Matt Colton (James Blake, Muse, Coldplay), ‘Voices’ takes pride of its deeply melodic and hauntingly atmospheric folktronica production. Made more vulnerable with captivating vocals, the song is about VANNA’s experience in overcoming the voices and troubles in her head.

VANNA shares the story behind the latest track: “I wrote this song about myself emerging from a period of a troubled inner world. Anxiety, depression, walking around my bed, walking around my head. Trying to make it all disappear. Mental health is a big part of my subject matter as it’s something I have been dealing with for the past 10 years.”

‘Voices’ raises awareness on issues surrounding mental and emotional health, written from a personal standpoint which aims to break the stigma behind it and educate listeners. The Israeli singer-songwriter relates, “Sometimes they can be so repetitive and make you stay awake the whole night. This song is about overcoming and accepting this situation. Insomnia, anxiety can be really exhausting, but every episode, rough as it will be, will end.”

What is the story behind ‘Voices’?

I wrote this song about myself emerging from a period of a troubled inner world. Anxiety, depression, walking around my bed, walking around my head. Trying to make it all disappear. After being stuck in a loop of disturbing thoughts, the voices in my head are finally gone and I am peaceful. I feel sober now, I feel stronger now.

What motivated you to write this song?

Mental health is a big part of my subject matter as it’s something I have been dealing with for the past 10 years. Raising awareness on the issue, which seems to be so taboo, is of utmost importance to me. Music has always been an outlet for me, a way to express my inner raw thoughts and emotions. It’s not all doom and gloom though, I make music with a variety of moods. In the grand scheme of things, I want to create music that touches others and makes them feel something. I want to show people in similar situations that you are not alone and that you can overcome your demons.

What makes this song special?

The contrast between the music and the lyrics. The music is upbeat and can make you move a little, and the lyrics have a bit of a dark side. You could go away thinking it’s a “light” song while it’s actually not.

What’s your message to others who are going through this same situation?

We all have these ‘voices in our heads’. Sometimes they can be so repetitive and make you stay awake the whole night. This song is about overcoming and accepting this situation. Insomnia, anxiety can be really exhausting, but every episode, rough as it will be, will end. The challenge is to remind yourself that while you’re so deep in this bad loop.

[Verse 1]
The voices in my head
The voices in my head
Are gone
The silence in my bed
The silence in my bed is giving me hope

[Chorus]
Cause mama I love you so so so
And papa I need to go go go

[Verse 2]
The moments that we had
The moments that we had
Are gone
These miles I’ve walked instead
These miles I’ve walked instead
Are making me strong

[Chorus]
Cause mama I love you so so so
And papa I need to go go go

[Bridge]
I’m tired of being scared
For so long so long so long
I’m freezing in my bed
And I’m gone I’m gone I’m gone
So hold on

[Chorus]
Cause mama I love you so so so
And papa I need to go go go